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Evil exists: Enjoy it

Is this a rationalization about evil or a kinky maxim ?

There are many books I have read, and that I read and re read to formulate and compose MY ideas about kinky behavior. Of those that are worthy of mention there are a few that touch on evils, necessary or otherwise, related to BDSM. My inspiration for this brief discussion comes from a banner on Max Fisch that states the above.

Books that have contributed to My Cumclean philosophy, if one could call it that, span from the supernatural oriented fiction of Anne Rice, to the radical self positioning of Ayn Rand, to the in your face evil upheaval raised by Ernest Becker. There has also been a smattering of a few note worthy dominatrice’s mixed in and some casual reads which I will elaborate on another time. One stands out in memory that surveyed the topic of my previous blog post that I’d like to mention now.

The book itself came from a person I met who sought out to enact a cuckolding fantasy. I clearly remember he used the word indefatigable to illustrate his strong desire for a repeat of this bizarre pleasure. He explained he had been abased by a girlfriend and younger man long ago and since then he yearned for similar treatment. I did My best to accommodate and if I reveal the details now I’d be no different than others who tell all in memoirs. Rest assured My stories will one day surface, but not before I cum clean-HERE And NOW Myself and earn the legend of My history in the making with an account that captivates by force of wits, not a surge of hype found in typified reality media .

To continue, aside from learning the lesson that a lawyer is an absolute must in the biz with clients like this one, (yeah the story is a duzy) I also learned a thing or two from Evil Sisters by Bram Dijkstra. This book was no easy read, nor was it terribly interesting outside of the curiosities it raised about cuckolding. I gather from several responses that I received on my last post that the fetish for this particular humiliation is still limited in some minds to www.fmsb.org . I don’t suggest reading this book for an explanation if you’re lacking, for it fails to give one. What it does do is leave one embodied with the essence of the evils a woman, then known as an adventuress, portended in the early part of 20th century. As a threat to men, her talent rested in vamping and bewitching, the sort that does the unsuspecting male in with just one look. A pox, or a hex, depending on who is reading, maintained her trickery and cunning. Currently it translates into the knack for humiliating males with sexual prowess and summarily outsmarting them with what I call evil genius.

Cuckolding being a necessary evil, is a fine example of this genius. To think that in those days there was an actual campaign against women and their evil genius doesn’t surprise Me. There is a vintage film which depicts the impact of a femme fatale made in 1933 called Baby Face. I require My slaves to view it. There is another more vivid depiction in a film called Blue Moon which I also use for training. The implications being that men are weak and defenseless against a woman’s natural feminine charms. This idea lends itself to a more contemporary conception as well of terror within the scope of evil as it pertains to sexuality . It strongly supports the point of view of female supremacy, yes. But what about the reaction to evil makes terror so alluring and dangerous a fixation ? ….so much that that old banner qualifies the indulgence of suffering it worthy of enjoyment. Why do some need a sexual taboo to be horney at all?

I have often found it remarkable that while some achieve pride (albeit false) due to the fact that they can only get off on kink, they fancy themselves as special because they can’t get off on anything else or without it included in vanilla sex. It fascinates Me that their unique sexual methodology solves the peculiarities of their sexual personality privately, yet publicly the very same information would cause them to be completely undone and possibly end in suicide if it ever surfaced. To render your dick useless- so you can cum- you hire Me to bring the bull to fuck your wife or make you a blowjob slut in chastity and a spandex dress ….you know who you are- cum clean now- anonymously at least!

It’s obvious that self esteem is not always concomitant with a hard on for some and there is nothing wrong with that as long as the hard on is not indicative of self esteem in other situations. Then we have a problem that stems from it on up rather than the brain on down ending in what’s that saying: a stiff cock with no conscience?????? Are these types of ” no brainers” a source of evil for some? Let’s ask Tiger and former NY DA Spitzer. They are cuming clean now aren’t they.

So It’s not women who are to blame for the necessary evil, it’s the peckerhead! It takes over. It is the culprit and shouldn’t We as sadistic altruists exploit that evil by tying it off, locking it up, putting it in panties and denying it pussy for good? I’d say we are doing it a service it can’t perform for itself. I see it as heroic effort against a contumely, yet necessary in the most natural sense of the word, evil. Superior females everywhere be praised for cuckolding the weaker sex indeed!

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Ayn Rand saw evil in those that oppressed the people in her native Russia with their communist views of one for all and all for one favoring a unilateral proletariat instead of a capitalist one. She was so in favor of the death of Marxist dogma she conjured up her own philosophy, Objectivism, to rival the evil representation of such conformity and placed it in the fictitious conquering hero of her famous novel, The Fountain head (which was also released as a film in ‘56 but nowhere near as powerful as the book). Ann Rice put forth her views on God and nature, good and evil, in her famous stories of heroic vampirism (also made into a film that failed to deliver an awesome message). This form of the undead is one of the most original portrayals of evil. It forged the artiest way to contemplate what is so salacious about evil, namely the immoral. I might add she wrote not as a proponent but as a result of a personal tragedy so devastating in grief her motivation to write was all she could do to keep from killing herself.
And on the subject of death and evil, Ernest Becker left us with some startling conclusions about how the threat of its potentiality incites historical, social, material, and physical terrors of evil by way of annihilation anxiety. That sentence is so fat its more than even a hungry whore can swallow. I mix metaphors here because much more than a worldly and studious anthropologist, Becker was a seer with a profound gift to explain the fetish mind like I have never read anywhere. For Me, Becker clarifies how sex makes a person vulnerable to anxiety and why perversity is a tool to manage the fears that accompany threats to sexuality. You are sure to hear more about it and him in future posts and ultimately in My own book. I am going to call it The Titular Dominatrice ( http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/titular) I am left no choice but to dramatize My past experience with illusive provocation. It is after all what made Eve eat the apple. It is the tool of any good novelist, philosopher and/or evil humanitarian with a bent for revealing the nasty truth to the instinctual blood thirsty, power driven, shit foreboding qualities of being human.

Don’t get it? Read the book.

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