Cuckolding Creatures of Habit?
I know the truth hurts to swallow. For weeks now I have been trying to sweeten the vinegary taste (or for cumeaters, bleachy….ew) of cuming clean with a recipe for truth serum that is respectively palatable and savory for both slave and master. Rarely do I find a masochist on his knees, engorged, and eager to gulp down a dose of THIS pain- not without expecting permission for a release anyway. So I’ll give it here and take the pleasure of shoving more in your face and down your throat while you do.
In humans psychological deceits ease intrapersonal pain. Denial can be made easier with kinky camouflage- especially when it hides undesirable, yet highly arousing instincts for humiliation. Take cuckolding for instance. Where does such a paradoxically sexually stimulating form of kink originate?
Let’s step out of the realm of the bizarre in humans for moment and familiarize ourselves with the fascinating sea creature called the Cuttlefish. Scientists have determined that the female of the species prefers to self implant the sperm of the male of the species only after she has mated with him disguised as a female. Now what is so confusing in nature about that? That he deceived her into sex? No, quite common . That the female has bisexual tendencies? Not so much. That there are other species besides humans who engage in transgender sex play? Possibly, yes.
Aside from the act self insemination being an unusual species characteristic, why after mating sessions with males of her species, would she prefer the camouflaged male to female’s sperm over theirs? Could it be that their sperm count is higher ,more powerful than the others ? Is it that she has her pick of true male sperm donors and that they will be working harder to please her so she eventually will choose theirs? All plausible hypotheses, but I’ll leave it to the Ichthyologists to figure out.
I’d like to think, if it were My world and presently it is, that there is an intelligence in nature working its way up from the depths of the sea to liberate and empower females to capitalize on their dominant potential through cuckolding . Even though she does the opposite of human females by valuing the seed of the “crossdresser” to spawn rather than force him to orally recycle it, this naturally cuckolding creature none the less dominates through her selective capability. And to My knowledge some women do too with their refusal to support the structure of commitment based consortium that rules society at large.
Too much energy in all the human sciences has been wasted on the consortium minded serving the weaker consortium minded. The time is coming for even feminists to wise up. Superior Women, married or not, lead the way by example selecting and designating the various men available for fucking and relegating those others for sissfying and slave detail. It is TRULY within Our capacity to mold each variation according to its potential to serve properly. And it might even be Our burden as sadistic altruists to further this cause.
We must begin to substantiate Our Supremacy by the distinction of our life giving power and the fact that every embryo originates as female and mutates to male. How much more proof do We need to support the belief that sexual behavior that is “normalized” is not a result of nature but is an outcome of societal pressure to conform. Gender identity should be designated according to erotic plasticity in my book.
With all the upsurge of transgender activity, it’s apparent that steadily more and more males are ready to assert their femininity in one way or another. Other than sissyslaves, some are sick and tired of being told what their role should be. Albert Ellis argued that people should not allow themselves to be judged by conduct that is irregular. There are very few such as he who through their work purported that a true source of human suffering stems from a core set of faulty beliefs – beliefs that one must be loved by everyone, one must be supremely competent in all undertakings and one’s own value must be judged by one’s deeds. Ellis was such a rare and belligerent scholar. His theories on psychology and “musterbation” equip anyone, domme or slave alike, to take a stand against the masses who oppose “aliveness” in favor of “right” conduct according to what they espouse the good lord intended.
Jack/ Jackie Molay is one such individual. He/She is intensely opposed to the fetishization of his transgenderly (remember I made this word up) orientation. He cums clean as an autogynephile who staunchly maintains that crossdressing for pleasure and autogynephilic autoertoica are mutually exclusive. I tend to agree because Jack/Jackie’s way of getting off seems to exclude the necessity for coercion and humiliation from an outside source- namely those such as Myself and the humiliation of accepting homoerotic directives dictated by a She that must be obeyed-even if that She is faithfully and religiously conjured up by the crossdressed sissy each time he is or needs to be hard, say for the purposes getting off or worse, getting over on the unsuspecting wife. Cum Clean!
All categorizations aside, it doesn’t mean that once a worthy dominant got hold We couldn’t make ‘em turn on a dime to serve…… Haahhaaaa! the evil genius in Me scoffs with delight. But seriously, as I understand it after reading from Molay’s blog www.crossdreamers.com the primary interest is in serving the autoerotic nature of their male to female/ female to male duality. Lots to ponder and ingest there. I will refer to it again and again as a source for making the necessary distinctions between any fetish autogynephilac behavior and what Jack/Jackie refers to as crossexual behavior.
Anyway, nature is as nature does. The essence of what makes the male cuttlefish a gender outlaw isn’t that it gets laid more than the others. It doesn’t know the female prizes its sperm. But it must know it cock blocks(http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=cock+blocked) the other males and more pertient, the wimp must know he was poned (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=poned ).
So for the purposes of My satisfaction as the Bitch Goddess nature intended Me to be, I’ll venture to say nature does what She does to engender confusion that heightens pleasure because in all things there are yin/yang or opposite properties that converge to produce variations and consequently, paradoxical elements. Those of you who have to hide yours need to cum clean- and like the Cuttlefish, find some form of deception, sexual or otherwise, that’s not only useful to the habit of cuming but, purposeful to the creativity of living.
I find society’s pidgeon holing of male v female as either black or white very interesting. In reality it is a continuum. I found an interesting site on brain sex http://www.brainsexmatters.com
I took the quiz and was not too surprised to find out that while biologically I am male, my brain is somewhat more female than male. Further, when looking at the fingers on your hand, male brains typically correlate with an index finger shorter than their ring finger. With a female brain, the 2 fingers are either the same length or the index finger is longer. In my case, my index finger is shorter on my right hand, but they are equal on my left hand (I am left handed).
Very interesting site you have here.
“I know the truth hurts to swallow. For weeks now I have been trying to sweeten the vinegary taste (or for cumeaters, bleachy….ew) of cuming clean with a recipe for truth serum that is respectively palatable and savory for both slave and master. Rarely do I find a masochist on his knees, engorged, and eager to gulp down a dose of THIS pain- not without expecting permission for a release anyway. So I’ll give it here and take the pleasure of shoving more in your face and down your throat while you do.”
While the musky pleasure of a Woman’s sex is love at first taste and scent, that bleachy taste is acquired, and for me, forced by a strong Woman. In a similar manner You are teaching me the acquired taste for cumming clean.