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Many I have met make the mistake of believing that compartmentalizing secret wishes is a form of enacting a self standard. To be feminized, rented out and/or put into chastity, We all know they wish they could be doing it 24/7. It makes sense that piecemeal participation brings order to what would otherwise be seen as addictive behavior.
However, while it may appear harmless to reward yourself with some time to play out your fantasies privately, you systematically avoid the truth. You’ll never be free to move forward. Like an addiction, the situation is entrapping but you love it. The contradiction in boundaries makes you horny, the secrecy makes you feel safe and the predicament secures who you are to yourself, suits your personality. But at what cost?
Let Me ask you, if you were found out, caught in that act, what would happen?
I don’t mean that we should invite the world into our bedrooms. Privily, if your fetish is managed at the level of sexuality, it’s your business. But let me remind you that any behavior worthy of closeting is appetitive for outing. Getting your freak on has its limitations, doesn’t it, like it or not.
Shame is in the mix for all sexual acts and therefore so is guilt, for acting on these perceived shameful impulses . A confession can help ease the burden of confusion and the need for secrecy. I am telling you, cum clean.

Maybe you would share more if there was a community of like minded individuals who hold no judgments?

Then you share My sentiments for quality interaction, communication that will enhance well being over the rigidity of sexual attitude. Presently there isn’t any. You may find a port of common entry where freaks on the fringe share the attributes they find amusing. They’ve been doing an ok job on Max Fisch for the past 15 years, but there’s always bullying among slaves there. Whatever expression there is, it does not reflect the desire to purge and cum clean. They are slaves that thrive in the pseudo freedom of expression. In truth its nothing but a mouthpiece for their insolent backwash.
When one or two chide to control and command the interaction, and are NOT dominants, they are usually crafty slaves that mock mastering with an ignorance of self-discipline. They have no goals or good intentions. They display no self control. Their self esteem is spawned in a quick witted apathy toward others like them. They lack the empathy needed to cum clean. One cannot begin to master oneself without empathizing first with others like oneself.
This is why Mastering deserves veneration. It requires tremendous self discipline. Those who seek domination undermine their potential of becoming self directed to control impulses or manage them. But admit it! Don’t hide or cover it up. Tell Me how good it feels to be weak and how glorious it is to worship a Master and revel in the fetish that rules you. Denigrating others doesn’t absolve you of your failings to be quote unquote normal. Maintaining standards of self conduct by regulating your impulses will. But that involves making choices and following through with the intentions that forthwith enable achievement. This something every Master knows. He/She learned it the hard way. We may be born to be Masters but it is a measure of our abilities, not birthright.
One needs to work to build the strength to realize what can be learned. One does grow by way of insulating with what you think you know already. If this is all you have to offer then stay with the useless microcosm of wasteland in the vast porn industry that is Maxville. If you’re here your intellectual curiosity has the better of you. Your stories matter. Your coping skills may suck. You may have been hurt and you don’t know any other way to survive and forgive those who took advantage of you. Or maybe you love them for it as they do in Stockholm syndrome but own up to your personal tragedy. Cum clean and stop persecuting others for it. Know that they may have one too. Don’t expect sympathy and don’t aggrandize apathy. Get empathy.

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