Down Low Sissies
Yes I am back. I had all intentions of writing every week. Then I thought I’d go into seasonal mode. I envisioned having pics of Me in some fashionable rubber spring attire to go along with My return, but My photographer let Me down. People just do, consistently- not that I am complaining here, I am more like questioning.
So I ask you: What’s with pubic hair ? And why should We have to put up with up it from sissies EVER?
Can We call it modesty? Impossible. Not when We know the slutty depths to which a real sissy sinks. Is it locker room etiquette ? Hardly. To have an abundance of ball hair to catch the eye rather than a towel to hide a dangling set of testicles is just ridiculous. Maybe untidiness is to be permissible on account of extraneous relationships where an unsuspecting female might take note????? All the more absurd……if she did notice she too would have to see it as a marked improvement. To My knowledge women of all types prefer hairless balls. Heterosexual male porn stars are all hairless. Metro men take great pains to be professionally shorn through electrolysis or waxing or tweezing or whatever. Why do some sissies insist on holding on to theirs?
Well the answer is obvious isn’t it. They use it to pretend they are still manly. Imagine, hiding behind a testicular mane to distinguish yourself. It’s inane as well as infuriating.
Some other things I am questioning: In order to fully submit, do sissies need to believe We find their fetish convincing of their masculinity as they might do? I mean, like, because it stimulates their, ehem, manhood? To be sure, that they seek treatment from those of Us who become aroused at seeing males dressed as females is logical, but I ask again, are they submitting because they believe We believe they possess masculinity as well?……because their fetish makes them special men? And once they see that We are not seeing them as they may see themselves do they then not want to see Us anymore because the sissy then realizes that they are actually what they appear to be in session or on the phone or in pictures? Hello a, SiSSY!
Is this getting too confusing? Perhaps I can shed more light with an anecdote from My past.
I remember, while in school, a day where I got a reality check on sexual preference in the more current context of sexual behavior. An African American female student presented on (it was new to Me at the time but a hot topic -Oprah did a show on it) Black Males on the Down Low. These “down low” males made it popular to justify that they are not gay just because they may fellate or inter another’s penis during sex. They maintain they are merely engaging in a sexual experience of a kind. “But that is how gays have sex” she said to the interviewee who had a paper bag over his head. “ No,” he said, “its sexual behavior without limits. I am not gay and therefore I cannot have gay sex.” Forgive Me for being old school, but I suffered many teenage years coming to terms with My sexuality and My want of both, hetero and bi sex and I was outraged to think that I suffered for no reason! Apparently the new style was NOT to come to terms with anything about yourself sexually but to just write it off as behavior…behavior that evolved out of the circumstances or of the urge or whatever mood you happened to be in that day.
Is the jury still out on this one? Let’s examine it further.
Why should anyone want to ruin good clean sexual fun (an oxymoron…. good sex is always dirty, isn’t it sluts) with the truth of the matter or worse a labeling? Why would I especially? That is not my intention by writing this or espousing what I know about human behavior. What I WANT is to receive the veneration I deserve for forcing you whore to acknowledge it. I do believe that this is something never before attempted in the annals of BDSM society. You must cum clean and admit you need Me along with the lie of who you are to be what you are- a “down low” cocksucking wannabe shemale. I just want it spelled out in words. I want it symbolized – the meaning of your feelings about the feminine in you- expressly. Go to Jack Molay.com and see what a beautiful job he does in expressing himself- dedicating an entire blog to the topic as it pertains to autogynephilia. However keep in my mind that Jack/Jackie is defending the duality within each of us by cuming clean without an outside influence. Remember to remember that it was his/her choice to do so and she/he made it without coercion and without speaking explicitly about his/her sexual behavior.
Now that brings it back to Me and you and slave. You need Me to justify everything you do sexually because without Me, you don’t make any sense. Without that little nagging voice inside that tells you to wear your panties, slip on your wife’s heels, and masturbate wearing lipstick and a bra, you can’t because then you would have to face yourself and what you are like Jack/Jackie did/does. The difference between the persona of Jack/Jackie and your own is Me and others like Me- Dommes that take the place of the voice inside. Jack/Jackie has each other to consult and comfort…… you need to be forced into it even though you asked for it.
So now I order you to go into the bathroom and get the scissors and start trimming it all down. Prepare yourself to itch but recognize that the pain is to honor the One who knows all. Get used to seeing the area in question with less and less to cover. Once it is shaved clean you will simply delight in the feeling of the skin against the silkiness of those panties. Stop resisting it. You know I am right. And you know you want me to be. Body hair is unfeminine, unattractive, and unnecessary when you are a sissy. Say that over and over throughout the day. Write it a 1000 times. Allow the process to work its way into your subconscious and hypnotize your pseudo male persona to My advantage. I am in control and I am not pleased with your choices. You know you want to be a good lil slut slave and please the Goddess. You know if you had to compete with the other slut slaves you would want to be at your best. Make sure you look at Transformation magazine online or in print. It will arouse your natural sense of competitiveness and you will see you must comply with what Goddess says as it is just. Obey. Defy your instinct to protect yourself from yourself. Do what you’re told and remove all barriers.
If it is Guilt that motivates you to oppose Me- that same feeling that startles you after you indulge and hate yourself for it- relax. If you hate Me too and think you can be rid of it and Me think again- you’ll crave it all the more. It’s proven through the opponent process that the more you resist, the more We’ll persist. So go ahead and keep those balls untidy in defense of your self-administered fetish maintenance program, that is, if you can after reading this. The power of suggestion has its way of wreaking havoc on the fetish mind. It is another noted psychological phenomenon and yet another reason I am compelled to express what it means to own up to the truth in the face of fear.
As Master I cannot abide in Myself what I see all too often in slaves. Anger more than compassion must pull rank despite the pity of it all. We are not supposed to express emotions as superiors. We need to remain steadfast in Our belief that a firm hand and a stern look results in the reverence, compliance and obeisance We deserve. When I wrote you asked for it I received more comments on that post than any other and I believe it is because I set a precedent by exposing the lying slaves…those who own up when they are literally in the mood, those who want to be found out so that we can punish them, those who suddenly, when the hard on is gone, lose their desire to serve, those who manipulate. Today I reiterate the message, because you came doesn’t change how We view you. Whatever satisfaction you gain by pinning blame for your behavior on your dominant is a contradiction. Your forfeit of will entitles Us to make the decisions when it comes to your behavior and the more tormented you are or frustrated because you were pushed too hard in a session is a consequence of the very forfeit of self-entitlements . you don’t retain rights once the session ends. you don’t get a second chance to rethink yourself. you are what you are. Cum Clean! Denial is only healthy to a point. Do not make excuses for yourself at Her expense. I have been away for 2 months but it doesn’t mean I let go of My principles and I am only too happy to return with this topic because it reopens My eyes once again to how the mind operates to avoid the truth. Even if it is not your personal truth…it is still the truth! Hetero- opposite…. Homo- same…. add sex to the prefix and it defines the sex you have, period.
So now that all this is said I tell you to hold Me responsible. Persecute yourself for Me when you’re found out in your panties or without your ball hair or because you can’t get hard without images that fetishize your having to perform. And blame ME for when you can’t perform. If am the cause, then I shall be honored for it right along with the inescapable guilt you feel. The hypocrisy you maintain in order to preserve your want for masculinity shall be further proof of your guilt and met with just punishment in due time. you’ll enjoy it too…. it’s just another way to force you to do what it is you want to be forced to do. Sexual behavior labels, sexual preference labels, are part of a game you play but that I control. I wrote the rules. Justicia Rules, period.
